It’s been a year since I attempted writing a successful blog post – I needed a break, I found myself in this weird phase where the Lucy that started blogging at the age of 16, was one I couldn’t identify with. I was and still am changing, and that meant redefining Lucy, would my readers understand that growth was necessary? I couldn’t quite place my finger on what direction my blog was going to take, but I wanted to take it with you, but I couldn’t because I didn’t know what the outcome was going to be.
I took a break because redefining myself as a writer required developing a lot of intrapersonal skills, and while that was happening, I had to deal with a lot of traumatic situations in my personal bubble which hindered my overall progress in trying to redefine myself. Last year was testing, it was hard, it was long but above all it was rewarding, I found myself spiritually and developed my interpersonal skills, which resulted in stronger friendships being built and a healthy relationship being maintained, I’ve started an NPO, I’m finding my voice. I’m growing – I look back at 2018 and even though it has left me broken, the amount of knowledge that I’ve gained makes it worth it.
I made the decision to make 2019 all about the things that make me happy, it’s not a resolution – it is part of my healing process.
I missed you so much, I missed this process of writing. I’m happy to be back.
Xoxo, Lucy.
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